here are my beloved references (reading list ), (I highlighted the top 5 for u)

(1)Didem Madak / Poetry / 2007, Pulbiber Mahallesi (sometimes I worry that I copy her, I made my style taking notes from hers✍️)

(2)Didem Madak / Poetry / Grapon Kağıtları

(3)Didem Madak / Poetry / Ahlar Ağacı

(4)Lale Müldür / Poetry / saatler / geyikler

(5)The Cyborg Jillian Weise / Poetry

(6)Wislawa Syzmborska / Poetry /
View With a Grain of Sand

(7)Oruç Aruoba / Poetry / De ki İşte

(8)Clarice Lispector / Novel / Passion According to G.H.  (If “Gödel,Escher,Bach” was a puding then this would be the milk)

(9)Lewis Carroll / Literary nonsense / 1865, Alice in Wonderland (Literary nonsense)

(10)Kurt Gödel / Mathematical Logic / 1931, Gödel’s Incompleteness Theorems (G1, G2)

(11)Douglas R. Hofstadter  / Gödel Escher Bach
(all along I felt MATH was holding my hand,,,
self-consciousness > self reference > contradictions
jumping from inanimate to animate
from  unconsciousness to consciousness
from meaninglessness to meaning
from the fairytale to the reality
)

(12)Astrid Lindgren/ Children’s Novel / Pippi Longstocking

(13) Mary Shelley / Science Fiction / Frankeinstein

(14)Sue Townsend/ Comedic fiction / The Secret Diary of Adrian Mole, Aged 13¾  

(15)Nina Stibbe / Comedy Novel / Love, Nina.

(16)Nina Stibbe / Comedy Novel / Reasons to be Cheerful.

(17)Kurt Vonnegut / Dark Comedy Novel / Slaughterhouse-Five

(18)Neşe Işık / Doctorate Thesis / TÜRK MASALLARININ SEMBOLİK AÇIDAN ÇÖZÜMLENMESİ (ANALYSIS OF TURKISH FAIRY TALES FROM A SYMBOLIC PERSPECTIVE)

(19)Dialectic of POP, Agnes Gayraud / 2020, Dialectic of Pop Music (what pop means for me)

(20)Elif Acar / Thesis / Ölümlülük, Ölümsüzlük ve Yapay Zeka (Mortality, Immortality and Artificial Intelligence)

(21) emine sultan @yaprak_ayfer / inactive anonymous twitter icon with 7.820 tweets all about “destroying the feeling” / an ordinary example of Turkish twitter-life

(22)https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3o8QTAy2t2GBLsuCiecA2B?si=7474dbf4a0fa4c90 for music references.

(23)@0______________01_   /   https://www.instagram.com/0______________01_/ for my favorite meme page

(24)2000s popular animations/ my father learned burning CDs to bring me and my sister the pirate CD of every new animation when we were kids. we were obssesed.

(25) Whisper of the Heart, Animated movie, https://www.hdfilmcehennemi.sh/whisper-of-the-heart-1/       (where I stole the sentence “I’m not that cute” from)

(26) Fleabag/ TV series/  https://www.dizigom1.tv/dizi-izle/fleabag/

(27) Pes, Comedy Podcast/ https://www.youtube.com/@jikletyoutube

(28) Vivy: Fluorite Eye's Song/ Tv animation series/ https://diziwatch.net/vivy-fluorite-eyes-song-1-sezon-1-bolum-izle-1d9hr/

(29) Nina Anin/ thesis publication/ A Home With 100 Windows Open

(30) Samantha Irby/ essays/ We  Are Never Meeting in Real Life.

(31)Eun Jae Pil/ thesis/ Fairy tales Horror Films What makes stories more horrible

(32) Gregory J Chaitin/ Papers/ Information, Randomness & Incompleteness

(33) Francesco Berto / There’s Something about GÖDEL :The Complete Guide to the Incompleteness Theorem

(34) Gregory J Chaitin/ Papers/ Information, Randomness & Incompleteness

(35) Maya Bar-Hillel & Willem A. Wagenaar / Paper/ The Perception of Randomness

(36) Ruma Falk & Clifford Konold/ Paper/ Making Sense of Randomness" Implicit Encoding as a Basis for Judgment


(37) CHRISTOPHER Y. OLIVOLA AND DANIEL M. OPPENHEIMER
/Paper/Randomness in retrospect: Exploring the interactions between memory and randomness cognition


(38) キルラキル Kill la Kill, Anime,, biraz fucked up ama olsun güzel

(39)https://www.instagram.com/zuppe0000000/

(40)Anne Carson, Short Talks

(41)Zeynep Yılmaz, poetry

(42)King Kong Theory

(43)Behçet Necatigil, Sevgilerde

(44)Sude Belkıs, BelkısTV CEO

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don’t be sad! do you want to go back?